It’s nice to have somebody interested in my MH and actually wanting to help me. But what if im beyond help? Am i just a time bomb waiting to end it all? 

Lets take a look at who’s back on them happy pills…. oh yeah me 😑🖕

You think you have it rough because you’ve lost your daughter 24/7. 

What about me? 

Looking through all my babies photos heartbreaks me. How he was always there and involved! He should be here for her birthday 😭😭

Can’t deal with these 101 emotions. Why can’t i just stay strong! 

How is my little princess 2 tomorrow! And we don’t get to spend it as a family!! 

I hate missig him 😡😡

3 hours, £10 later from leaving work and we are finally home. Oh cant forget a measley fucking 30 minutes with my kids! how hard it is to be a single mum of 2 and on your arse with zero help from both fathers. 

He’s all i have ever known for the last 3 years. He protected me when i needed it. Pulled me back up when i was down. Walked through my troubles with me. All i ever did was love him, & this is how im repaid. All i do is think of him still, worry about him rather than myself for a change. 

Who asks me how i’m doing, how i’m feeling? Nobody. Yet i’m still trying to put him first when he’s done this to me! 

New beginnings

My life is coming out of the fog. Had my assessment today for support worker in adult mental health. And i feel i did bloody good! 

I’ve worked hard for this! And i think all my hard work is going to start paying off! Heres to the future 😁😁